Michele Carbello -The Art of Being a Modern Woman

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Has God Really Been Silent?

I have heard people talking about God and asking; Why is it that He has not spoken to us since biblical times? The truth is, He has spoken to us. Most people are simply not silent enough to hear Him. I know from experience. I was once one of those people asking that very question.
There is a huge misconception that in order for God to talk to us it has to be in the form of some great powerful voice from the sky. Similar to the Great Oz, where dark clouds cluster together and the sound of thunder rumbles in the background. Maybe you are expecting the burning bush in your backyard?
Be still and know that I am God. Yes, simply said but harder to do you say? Was it not God Himself that said those words? Be still and know that I am God.
We tend to get caught up in the minutiae of everyday life. We are all stretched so thin these days, or so it seems. Work, school, the kids, getting dinner ready and so on, leaves us not much time for ourselves. Time with God for that matter has been put on the back burner. Can you remember a time when you were able to just sit in silence without a single thought going through your mind? Where you could simply, be still?
No wonder people are asking why God does not talk to us anymore. It is there that we can hear Him. Where He talks to us. But why there you ask? Because He wants our undivided attention. Because what He has to say is of the utmost importance. Because He commands it. Because He is God.
I urge you to take the time and be still. Listen and hear what our glorious God has to say to you.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

If I Only Knew Then What I Know Now

I can remember hearing those words so vividly as a child. I would hear it from my mother and then my father. I would hear it from him as he would reminisce about the old days. " If only I could do it all over again." I'd listen, maybe roll my eyes and think to myself:" Oh boy here he goes again." I never really understood what they were talking about. Oh I knew what the words meant, but I didn't really know what they meant. That is until recently.
As we get older and proverbially wiser, we tend to have these epiphanies. Revelations that cause a cartoon-like light bulb to turn on over our heads. "Ooooh that's what it's about" or "That's what they meant." I can see myself slapping my forehead as I say it. These are the moments when you can almost say that you have uncovered one of the many mysteries of life. Or as Curly would say in the movie City Slickers, the one thing.
I have been having quite a few of those lately. They come in waves. Increments even. Is this the process that takes us through life? Do we then teach others what we have learned while earning the right to use the phrase? "If I only knew then what I know now."
One of the memories I have about hearing this is how demeaning it sounded. Almost like someone saying: "Oh you foolish child." Yet in hind-sight I can say I was a foolish child.
When I was fourteen I thought I knew it all. I can remember thinking how incompetent and mentally challenged so many people in my life where. Looking back, I may have thought I knew it all, but I can tell you honestly I didn't know squat. I learn so much each day that to say I know it all would be a gross overstatement. I still don't know squat, but I do know more than I did when I was fourteen.
I can only pray that I am blessed enough to live long enough to say I learned a lot. Maybe even be able to say. . . I know squat. But for now I will simply say: "If I only knew then what I know now."